Wednesday, May 13, 2009

My allergen list

I'm learning more than I want to know about allergies. This morning's banana episode prompted more searching into allergen families, which I note below. It feels like this list keeps growing. :(

BARLEY
Beer (yes)
UNKNOWN: Whiskey, Malt
For a long time I have believed that dextrose was related to barley, and I am now unable to substantiate this!!

BIRCH-RELATED ALLERGIES
Birch pollen (yes)
Apple (yes)
Hazelnut (yes)
Hazelnut and filbert are both in the birch family.

BANANA (yes)
The protein in banana is called CHITINASE, also found in kiwi and avocado. I haven't had any reaction to kiwi or avocado.
However, green bean (see below) also has a Class 1 Chitinase. Interesting!

LEGUMES
Hydrolyzed vegetable protein (HVP) is made from soy. (yes, i'm allergic to soy)
Black-eyed pea (Yes)
Chick Pea (Yes)
Green Bean (Yes)
Lentil (Yes)
Licorice (Yes)
Soybean (Yes)
Split Pea (Yes)
String Bean (Yes)
UNKNOWN: Acacia; Acacia Gum; Alfalfa; Arabic; Carob; Carob (St. John's Bread); Cassia; Field Pea; Green Pea; Guar gum; Jack bean; Karaya Gum; Kidney bean; Lima bean; Locust Bean Gum; Mungo Bean; Navy Bean; Peanut; Peanut oil; Pinto Bean; Soybean oil/flour/lecithin; Talca Gum; Tamarind; Tonka bean; Tragancanth Gum; Urd Flour.

Cross-allergenicity was demonstrated to be frequent, and most marked between the extracts of Peanut, Garden pea, Chick pea, and Soybean (7).


LATEX
Banana allergies are related to latex. I haven't had a known reaction to latex (except perhaps that first arm-submerged-in-paint-hives-all-over episode in October 2003 - which was really the beginning of this road).

I have read that some latex-allergic people react to GMO foods like tomato that have had latex introduced into their genetic system. For what??!

CRUSTACEANS
Crab; Crayfish; Lobster; Prawns; Shrimp + Mussels: Abalone, Clam, Mussel, Oyster, Scallop, Squid As Patrick used to say, "Don't eat anything with an exoskeleton." I don't know about snails though....

ROSE FAMILY
Strawberry(Yes)
UNKNOWN: Blackberry, Boysenberry, Dewberry, Loganberry, Youngbery, Raspberry.

Apple Family = Rose Family
Apple (Yes)
UNKNOWN: Apple Cider, Apple Vinegar, Apple Pectin, Quince, Pear

Friday, November 02, 2007

tired


My last post was March 22? 2006? Holy cow. As I've been working to turn over CCP into someone's more capable hands, I've also been taking four classes plus what's called a "keystone" at Augsburg. I only have about 7 credits to go after this, and i'll graduate. Amazing. But I also recognize that I'm not doing my best work with so many irons in the fire.

I feel the need to urge my kids towards the light - I had a great conversation with my bus driver (Mary) one day, who also told me she has an O'Brien family crest, but who hasn't been driving on any of my bus rides since then. I'm thinking she was an angel, whom I rode with only because my shoe broke and made me late.... She told me to turn Axel away from the darkness. When I told him that tonight, it seemed like the only thing he has ever considered as possibly reasonable.

My heart hurts.
My head is spinning.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

greeters


greeters
Originally uploaded by .alton.
from THE NEW DEM DISPATCH, March 22, 2006
Political commentary & analysis from the DLC
[http://www.DLC.org ]

Understanding Megachurches

One of the most notable features of the contemporary cultural landscape is the rise and rapid growth of so-called "megachurches" -- large new congregations, generally Protestant, typically located in fast-growing suburbs, and offering a vast menu of social, educational, recreational, and social-services activities.

To some urban progressives, megachurches represent not only an alien phenomenon, but a large, threatening citadel of conservative
cultural and political views.

The DLC and Third Way cosponsored a forum on Capitol Hill last week on "The Rise of the Megachurches," the third in a series of "values forums" aimed especially at congressional staff.
Panelists included two megachurch pastors -- Leslie Braxton of New Beginnings Christian Fellowship in Seattle, Washington, and former
Congressman Floyd Flake from New York -- along with Washington Monthly Editor Amy Sullivan, a much-published commentator on religion and politics, and Catholic historian Michael Sean Winters.

Rev. Braxton summarized the basic appeal of megachurches as reflecting contemporary lifestyles:
"The megachurch is really a sociological phenomenon.... You have sprawling metropolitan areas and a destination culture in which highly transient, highly mobile people go where their needs are met. So they shop for churches. If you got what I want, I'm going to be there; there's no allegiance to AME, Catholic, Baptist or any other denomination... [People attending megachurches] couldn't quote you the tenets of their denomination; they don't know and don't care. They like that sermon, that choir, those programs for the children, this mental health program, those economic empowerment initiatives, right on down the line.

Michael Sean Winters echoed this assessment of megachurches as
community centers in areas with little sense of community:

I was going to a youth group at one of these megachurches one
night, in a new development where the roads all look alike, and
I got a little lost. I stopped and asked directions from two
people who were out jogging and neither of them knew where the
street was. It turns out it was just two blocks away. Many
people in new suburbs not only don't know their neighbors; they
don't know their own neighborhood.... Loudon County, Virginia,
had 6,000 new homes built last year. One year, 6,000 new
families, with no roots in their neighborhood. So they're
going to find a supermarket the first week because you got to
feed the kids. But soon they're going to find a church, because
they need sports teams for the kids, they need child care, they
have all sorts of voids that megachurches are filling.

The political opportunity represented by megachurch congregations --
often in areas that vote heavily Republican at present -- was
another major topic at the forum. Rev. Flake noted the same
practical attitude exhibited when people choose megachurches affects
their political behavior:

Their concern is now based on this idea: "Whichever party can
do it best, that's the party I'm going to dance with.... The
Democratic Party has to come to the realization that this is a
valuable, fertile opportunity. Many Democrats have
characterized megachurches as "belonging to the Republicans,"
when it fact they belong to God.

Moreover, as Amy Sullivan explained, many megachurches, and
conservative evangelical Protestants generally, are exhibiting new
and significant interest in social and political concerns long
identified with Democrats:

Rich Warren has just launched a global initiative to help
alleviate poverty. The National Association of Evangelicals has
recently been pushing for "creation care," the idea that God
didn't just give us the earth to do whatever we wanted with it,
that it's a [religious duty] to reduce pollution and emissions
and regulate businesses that have been polluting.

But Democrats also need to understand the sources of the
conservative appeal to megachurch members, as Rev. Braxton
emphasized:

What a lot of the traditional churches and politicians don't
understand is that most of the constituency out there is the
product of the divorce culture and the post-Watergate culture --
people who have been disappointed and alienated by authority.
People are looking for someone to bring definition to their
lives.... Conservatives are guilty of a very oversimplified
message. But it works for people who are trying to find out
what time it is. If you grew up bouncing back and forth, a
month at daddy's house, a month at mom's house, and you've been
all over the map, you're receptive to a clear message of right
and wrong.

In the end, even the most secular-minded Democrats have an
obligation to understand and respect the world-view of believers,
and that's a threshold that much be crossed before political appeals
can be heard. As Michael Sean Winters concluded:

If the people we want to represent understand the dynamics and
the drama of their own lives in religious terms, and we can't
understand that, then we don't deserve to be their elected
leaders.

The "Rise of the Megachurces" event offered no easy formulas for
political success among megachurch attendees, but did cast an
interesting new light on a phenomenon that's part of the daily life
of many Americans, and increasingly part of the civic and political
life of the country's fastest-growing communities.

Monday, March 13, 2006

Experienced


Experienced
Originally uploaded by kaneblues.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sueños Compartidos

Sueños Compartidos . Originally uploaded by Igor Alecsander.

I heart flickr.

This has been a particularly awful two weeks. My work was critiqued by ALL of my staff who rebelled against my ideas, needing to call in a mediator. In interviewed everyone, and said that not a single, solitary positive attribute came up in ANY of the interviews: the staff said I am (personally) "vague, incoherent, lack direction, no administrative, operational, or planning skills." This while I have been consciously focusing on being clear, focused, and to live up to everything I say I'm going to do. It's almost as if the exact opposite of my what I think is happening is what is really happening. It makes me very confused.

I am counting my blessings. I have a faithful family and valuable gifts. I am very close to cashing it in and just picking up on the several recent inquiries of me to do more web work, branding, and writing. I am trying to open my heart to see what I'm supposed to do. Thoughts of becoming a FLORIST go through my head. Going back to seminary. Taking a job as in communications in the corporate sector. Yikes.

I'm working on a project with a friend in Los Angeles—who also happens to be one of the people in my life who believes anything is possible—called SHOW US THE WAR, for a 'major blog site'. It's going to be very interesting, and shows me why I should be working more creatively perhaps. But I don't believe I am really so bad at running an organization.

It's a long row to hoe. I'm feeling particularly humble today, and just trying to stop the spinning.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Hi, fans...


I've started sharing this a little - hi out there, you know who you are! A couple of people are perplexed by the evangelical writing, particularly people who aren't Christian. So --deep breath-- here's my way of explanation, although I know you didn't truly ask for one.

When Marie's husband Rob died, I was devestated by the very sudden loss of life. I became intensely sad, and at his funeral, stepped forward to receive a blessing with 6 other people. Although I've given thought to religion since I was in 4th grade when I wanted to go to the Methodist Church next to Mrs. Waggoner's house, but couldn't; and later, trying to wiggle my way through Easter service with my dad at St. Patrick's Catholic Church. As a dyed in the wool, 14th generation Quaker, this all was very new, very bizarre, and even unnecessary.

I went to Bible studies (called Alpha) with Marie and the other 6, at Marie's home, as she grieved Rob's loss and turned it forever into leavening for the bread.... I took a course at United Seminary - I realized that I do believe in God. I'm not sure, precisely, what God is, but they say that faith is based on doubt more than it is based on certainty. I believe this also.

The next point of entry for me was to find a church. I found House of Hope on the internet, if you can believe it. Why Presbyterian? Why even Christian? Because I had been touched..... I'm clearly not Jewish, Buddhism is more patient than I.... I grew up in a Christian world, and it was through Christians that I had been affected and led to seek more meaning. This was important to me.

When I say I hope Jim finds salvation - this is what I mean: salvation means recognizing that we are not in control, and offering our hearts. It means letting go, finding truth, shunning hatred, and putting one's priorities to the wind to accept the needs of humanity. To some people, this sounds like Hell on Earth. It is actually the way to enter through the door and cease with destructive (evil) tendencies. And as corny as it sounds to some people, the door was held open for me, and when I stepped through, something happened.

"Teach me, and I will be silent; make me understand how I have gone wrong."

In the shifting of my faith from my own deeds to the hands of God, the priorities of life have become crystal clear. Christian faith says that it is not by deeds or action that I will be redeemed. I believe this. Even the most fruitful person can live with hatred in their heart, and come to nothing. Suffice it to say, I skipped Leviticus, really, except chapter 19. It says a variety of things, but 19:11 - 19:37 are loaded with ideas that reinforce the values of humanity. For example.

I understand that the books of the Old and New Testament were written by human hands and hearts. I even believe that there are allegories and parallels between them—such as between Moses and David, and David and Jesus—that were remembered and written to serve a purpose. But that doesn't make the ideas false.

Jesus was a radical. When he healed and ate on the sabbath, he was making a point. His parable of the great dinner was about humility. The prodigal son is about grace: not waiting or demanding acceptance and repentance, and not only rewarding one way of lving, but of giving love in any event. The Book of Luke is filled with stories that tell of new ways of thinking—indeed many that go against human nature. In fact, we are to forgive anything. Everything. Over and over again. And that is grace.

I believe this, and my belief has changed how I live. Although there are often political implications of the most vocal Christians, I think the quiet ones may have a truer path. This is true for the left and for the right.

I told Andy at work today — he was inquiring about the risks we have with regard to Mark Ritchie's board position with CCP — and I truly believed (and said) that we are doing nothing wrong, we are not breaking the law, we are not acting unethically. Therefore, bring it on. I told him something Maya Angelou said, "The arc of the horizon is long, but it bends toward justice." You know? You've got to believe. And if you don't, I guess you should pick up that good Book, and follow me.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

The New Year

The new year begins with mixed blessings.... Nanci & Steve's new year's eve party was truly magical. They had a roaring fire in their wood stove and candles everywhere. Children were rosy and wet, food was wonderful, and outdoors was a large roaring bonfire on the patio. Beyond the fire, in the snowy yard, the trampoline was surrounded with sparkling, twinkling lights. The children wore bread bags on their feet, to jump in the snow.

Jim declined to go along - it's his way of punishing me, I think...to deny me of his attention and cooperation. I resent it, but I'm trying to respond in love.

Emma and I walked with seven 5/6th grade girls and two dads to the Lyndale Farmstead park by Lake Harriet, where the snow had been packed into a sledders paradise. The weather was perfect - cold enough for good snow, warm enough for comfort. Little Ava got cold, but we were find. Emma and I went down the hill seven or eight times, avoiding the moguls as best we could. It was exhilerating for her, and a good challenge, as she started the sledding with tears of fear. We had a great time, short of falling off the sled once and spraying our faces with hard, cold snow!

The way home was long for her - we came back to Steve & Nanci's at 11:30, with just enough time to warm up, collect our thoughts to see the old year out. I handed out Joss Paper that Emma & I bought at United Noodle. Several people took the opportunity to let their old year's resentments go, by burning the paper in the fire. The girls got a kick out of it, especially when one of their papers refused to fall apart, leaving a ghostly ash sheet in the center of the fire.

Steve poured cider and champagne, and we counted down from 60. We pulled our crackers and watched roman candles being shot from other parties around the neighborhood. The noisemakers were noisy, the hugs and kisses were genuine, and we all shared wonderful warm feelings.

It was fun to talk to parents of other teens, and I realize that I am on the right track. Although Jim doesn't agree with me in my approach to raising Axel, I feel that since he prioritizes Emma, and I cannot, that I need to prevail in supporting Axel with love. Withholding love and affection will only separate him from us more, and lead to no connection to value for living up to the standards we impose. Axel and I had a nice talk the other night when we went to HARRY POTTER & THE GOBLET OF FIRE. It was fun, and I think I need to spend more time with him.

I hope Jim can try to trust the process. (1/15: I've realized he probably feels the same thing about me.) I prayed this morning to understand what I'm supposed to do, if anything. In the meanwhile, until it becomes clearer to me, I will focus my energy on my children, and the house, and to work in love.

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares." —Henri Nouwen